“Sometimes My Heart Breaks” 5 November 2009
Recently, I got stooged by another dude. Everyone around me, was just expecting me to be totally cool with being rejected again, and giving me pointless and ‘sage advice’ such as: “you should just be more positive about men” (this advice coming from people who have been in relationships for a decade - which is as long as I have been by myself). Great stuff! Needless to say, I blocked all the noise out and did a rough painting of what was happening at the time. The stars came later, as mainly to counter-react what the statement of the painting is saying…as in, you are all bright and cheery, but deep down (always) there is another message..
It’s all crooked and not symmetrical. This wasn’t a purposeful thing, it’s just the way it happened. Having said that though, you can pretty much use the assymetry to symbolise the imperfection of the human heart and or emotional state at any given time…
PS: the dude really wasn’t worth feeling hurt over, but at the time, it’s difficult to see that…also..I don’t know if this (the painting, not the dude) is finished yet…








