JB Writes Too

Hi, I'm JB. This is a blog, where I put journal like entries. It is a record of how I feel about things at a particular time. For me, myself and I. Everything posted is written in a 'stream of conscious' manner. Therefore, only slightly edited. I have other blogs: explosions-in-my-eyes.tumblr.com & mary-christ.tumblr.com

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An Afterthought 18/06/09

I’m tired of being the afterthought

Of being yesterdays news

Shoulda coulda woulda

maybe

Is all I am

or so it seems

Me

barely visible

to the human eye

am i alive?

Really?

Or am i a ghost?

A non-existence

an excuse to be forgotten

A memory

not willing to be kept

I’m tired of being the afterthought

After all is said and done

Oh, that’s right

you are here too

from nicknames at school

until right now

I’m a side project

A fifth wheel

That extra thing

unneeded

Unwanted bonus feature

So I deal with it now

That I shall  be

oblivious to you

your eyes don’t see mine

like a superpower

I disappear into thin air

No matter what I feel though

You can’t see it

Because after all

I am just an afterthought