JB Writes Too

Heart Shaped Sunsets (21/08/08)

So patient I have been
As anticipation struck me and left me inawed
the power of the words
the chords that struck my heart
I have waited for this day
this one to set you free
So that I can be free
I want to wake up with legs wrapped around
I want the ba breath in the morning kisses
That taste so damned sweet
I want awkward morning talks
to turn int plans
to meander into continuance
What next?
I want to know
what home feels like
I want it’s smile
to only be for me
I want the secrets that can only be shared
between a you and a me
I have waited patiently for this day
I’ve been cobwebbed under circuits and wires
My mind boggles at the ways in which we’ve changed
I found connection and though I have adored
I need to seek the warmth of not just words
but souls
living
breathing
Evermore
I have known loneliness
We are close, close friends
Even she says: “It’s time to go girl”

“It’s time for you to make amends”
She has carried me on a pillow of grey comfort
that has been caught under a cumulo nimbus
ever since woman was a girl
the sun has shone
But the smile that shines
disguises the shadows that keep her heart
hidden
like shoulders under an umbrella
So I have set you free
So I can set me free
You’ve had my heart wrapped up in hopeless bliss
Under wires and circuits
You’ve made my quiet heart
speak like it should be noticed
Like I should not be invisible anymore
Like I have mattered
In some small way
to someone
somewhere
Though I don’t know who you truly are
Just words
Images
and for that
I am truly blessed